I woke early every morning,
Not by choice, but by responsibility,
I had responsibilities, not known
to most girls of my age,
Breakfast was necessary, and of
course I had to make sure their clothes matched.
Their hair had to be done, and teeth
brushed, then load up for school,
When we arrived I would drop the
children off,
But instead of leaving I would park,
grab my books, and head to school.
You see I wasn't a mom, or even
a teenage mom,
I was an older sister out of a divorced
home... turned mom,
Divorce.
Does any one person really know
the effects it had on me?
None of you knew the responsibilities
I had to take on,
All the things you people had your
mothers do, I did
Not by choice, but by divorce.
My childhood was ripped from my
grasp,
Maybe that's what got me in the
end.
I knew I could never be a kid again.
My weekends shot to pieces with"I
need to go here."and "I have a game."
Appreciation?
There was none.
The children never ever knew, what
I had done for them,
Until I was gone.